It was written February 03, 2009.
"I am numb. Things aren’t just the same as before. I have to be mature enough to handle things and be brave to face every problem that may come my way. But I shouldn’t be afraid. I know someone is there to catch me anytime whenever I might be able to fall. I am weak. But I have this faith that His strength is enough for me to go on. I may fail. I may stumble and fall. I am persecuted numerous times. But I’ll stand up again and again just for him. I might get colder and colder. But I would never let myself let go of him. He never did let go of me. So why should I?
In an instant, things become harder and harder to handle. And I have to be prepared in all of these. I know I can do it. He is with me. I should be aware of that. I should never depend on my feelings alone. Feelings are gone. Faith shakes. Love confuses. But His, will never be the same as mine. So I have to stick with Him and trust Him with all of my everything. Struggles come and go. But He is always there standing still with me. And those reasons are enough for me to be his army.
On this day, I proclaim. I’ll be serious about my faith; about him, about my purpose and in the relationship of ME AND HIM. I am not weak because He is not weak. I am brave because He is brave. I’ll be like him. And I know in time, He will own me fully."
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