PART I: My Bestfriend Kissed Me

It was written last December 11, 2009.

        It was a typical day. No. It was been a very extraordinary and one of the most important day. It is already 1:30am and I can’t sleep yet so I decided to do something great before sleeping. Looking back, it was very glad to know that last Tuesday Christian joined us in our meeting on Peace Makers. God declares it’s got to be the start. I’m praying very hard that everything will be according to God’s plan. Next week is our Christmas Party and he’s going to join us there. It will really be a great blessing.

        Today, my classmates decided to continue constructing Lantern for the contest on Monday. I thought it was already on Friday but it was moved three days after. I arrived there at already 3pm. I was so late because I should be there at 1pm. Upon arriving, they already teased me why Christian was gone for a long time and everything else about us. I can’t help but just smile. I have nothing to say but just laugh at them and all. At 5pm, Kenneth, Ellis and I decided to buy some food outside school. I forgot my School ID but we still decided to go out and buy food there. We saw Christian and Kim walking along to school. I feel like deceived that it just look like him but it was really him. Oh well, Kenneth and Ellis decided to let me join them instead. I was so surprised that he also brought Fit&Right for me. I feel so special, really. 

        When we pass through the guard, it’s not surprisingly that he confronted me about my ID. I told him that I left it in my bag inside the school but he still did not allow me to enter. I was about to get my ID on my own but Christian volunteered himself and Kim was left with me. After some quite while, Kim left too. Christian was really angry with the guard and though it’s not good thing, I feel overwhelmed and protected by him. He really cares for me but I tried to stop him to start such fight because of my very mistake. He’s really temperamental, a real man. 

         Finally, we reached SC and he still had a bad face. He teased me to kiss or hug him so he’ll be relieved from anger but of course I refused to do so. Yay! Shortly, our classmates teased us uncontrollably. It started when I almost decided to go home and Christian blocked me. He told me to stay a longer time and there they were. I really can’t fake that I’m feeling good about it. I can’t help but keep smiling and laughing the way they teased me. Christian also told me that he’ll send me to Cubao so I could stay with them longer. I just said that I believe it’s just a joke so he had proven me he’s serious. They kept teasing us and honestly, it felt so great though it’s kind of uncomfortable. They’re really precious to me. I’m keeping them and I believe when God’s perfect time comes, I’ll be able to share the goodness and righteousness of God and they will be saved too. Well, that’s all for tonight and I really thank God so much for everything that’s happening to me. Some are maybe not that good to look at but it’s still a blessing and everything happens for a reason. It’s because He has perfect plans in our lives. 

         On the other hand, when I reached home, I fell asleep and wasn’t able to replied to his texts. I wasn’t also had a chance to inform him that I’m home already. He kept calling me and it woke me up. He’s very angry and told me not to do it again. I apologized and he told me that he’s just worried about me. It felt so great. He’s really protective and all. Every now and then, he makes me feel more secure. I was fascinated when he already told me he loves me for the very first time. I can’t reply quickly and I can’t just breathe easily. Every feeling was so unique and it really captivates me every moment. That made me think every moment was a surprise and a gift.