It was written last November 12, 2009.
Here it goes:
"Let’s say I’m partially recovered from what happened last Tuesday in school. This is the story. In the afternoon, Christian kept on bugging me to join him eating lunch but I ignored him because of what I knew about him and Tina. I feel he’s just really playing on me and I hate it so much! On the other side, Peter insisted me to buy a raffle ticket and there he goes again. He also asked me to make an assignment for him on our Ethics subject after a while ago. Suddenly, Christian called me and requested to also make him an assignment but I refused. So he just asked me to do his assignment with me in a place where we can be comfortable. We decided to sit in a room then we started writing papers. He found out that I am doing Peter’s assignment and he got annoyed a little for I refuse his and do Peter’s. After few minutes, our classmates got in the room unexpectedly and tease us. I don’t know what to feel.
They started a meeting for our Christmas Party but I was shocked when I found out that it’s going to be during our stay in Singapore. I really want to join the party so I asked them to move the date. I beg them to just move the date then they asked me why. I don’t know what to say but I finally tell them that we’re going to have a trip out of the country but I try to take back my words and say that my sister’s just going home and we have to stay with her those days. I’m really confused. I thought my plead will help but it did not. They did not consider how much I love to join them. I’m really disappointed with what happened but I can’t do anything then. It’s their decision and the only thing I can do is to deal with it. I feel so unimportant. I hate Peter, I hate him!!! I hate them!!
Christian always makes me feel jealous. Why does he need to do these things than just to be honest with me? I never knew he would make me feel this way. I feel very upset on him. How I wish there’s still something I can do to make it up with him for this very last time. "
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