This was a really great day.
It was written last November 29, 2009.
"Okay. It was some kind of a joke. Yesterday was so wonderful. After all my realizations that God has given me, I was enlightened that it’s not yet really the time for the right guy to come. I have been convincing myself throughout and it was a real miracle that it’s God who can do impossible things in my life. I was so grateful that I have Him all the time and He was always there in my ups and downs. He made me remember the things that He once was taught me. His principles in life for me, my purpose, my life, my mission and everything that I am, are all for Him.
And yesterday was really a very big blessing that came into my life. A lot of exhilarating unexpected things happened to me. We had a movie viewing about future cars. I thought it will be boring and uninteresting but it was not. It was real amazing and I am so inspired that someday I could have own one of the most car I love in that movie. After that, we made a reaction paper and because of the feeling of extreme admiration I had written a lot of reactions about that movie. I’m not that type of student who loves to write but I believe it was just one of the great blessings God had brought me and there’s more to come, really.
After class, I treated JC ice cream as a return for his goodness to me. He called me ‘ate’ and I’m so delighted for that. I love to do more things for him that would make him glad and doing this is for God’s glory. Making people smile, making them feel special and eventually sharing them the Gospel through my daily testimony and through speaking of His words of course. Erueen and I had a plan to watch New Moon after class. When Peter found out, he looks at me and read my mind and told me that I want him to join. So okay, I asked him to go with us. My other classmates knew about it. Kenneth also came with us and Ellis is still unsure but he keeps walking with us. When JC knew about it, I was a bit ashamed because I think I disappointed him. But what can I do, it’s really about me and Erueen watching the movie. Out of the blue, Christian texted if we’re going to SM but when he knew we’re going to watch movie at gateway instead he refused to go with us. Then suddenly, Moja texted if we can have a coffee that day then after few minutes, he called me. I let him talk to Peter and they both decided that if we could go in there dorm right away. It’s kind of awkward that I’m the only girl then. We pay them a visit because Christian is a bit sick too. Kim is also there with them in the dorm. It made my day that I saw Christian again. I giggled. It’s very uncomfortable that it’s like they treating me like a guy too. They teased me silly and yucky things they do about themselves. Whatever!
We discussed which place we could go better and more enjoyable. They want to go to PyroOlympics or watched in Shangrila instead so we can also pay a visit to our former classmate and friend Arjho. But as I insisted, though I think they more love to go to PyroOlympics we continue to go to Shangrila for Arjho. Before we go, Christian and I brushed tooth together. Yay!
At Shangrila, we waited for Arjho in the food court. I was so amazed to see him. He had lost weight and he’s still damn so cute!!! I can’t help but stare. Moja and Arjho left to treat food for us. It was real wonderful. I was so overwhelmed with happiness. While waiting for them, Christian asked me to buy Fit&Right in the groceries. He treated me but he told me that it is just this once. I still feel happy because it’s still a treat somehow. Going back to our seats, we updated Arjho about what’s happening now in school and some news about our fellow classmates. At some point, they tease me scornfully but I just laughed at it. When Arjho has to leave for work, we took pictures and everything. We also go to Megamall and see if we can watch New Moon there because it’s very expensive in Shangrila. They complain that it was too expensive to watch New Moon but they still watched with us (Erueen and I). I was so happy that from that I feel so special especially when Ellis also told me, “Pasalamat ka love ka namin kahit di naman maganda New Moon”. Peter and Moja bought food first and we go inside the Cinema 9. I sit at Seat 26 and Erueen and Christian are seated beside me. I feel very lucky that day. New Moon is really cool. It’s not really good enough but Jacob is damn so hot. His body is so perfect. And the story fits ‘my story’. Jacob and Bella are best friends. Christian tease about it and it’s kind of overwhelming. Bella is Edward’s girlfriend but he left her and I don’t understand why he did. Jacob fell in love with Bella but Bella try hard to stay faithful with Edward. There are two scenes that really take my breath away when they almost kiss when it should not. So close yet so far. In the end, of course, Bella still choose Edward and that scene made me really astonished. Jacob begged for Bella to stay to choose him instead. But then Bella told Jacob, “I love you…… But It’s always been him (Edward)..”. Then she and Edward left Jacob broken hearted. Oh so sad!
I can really relate to that scene and that story because it happened to me, Christian and Jerome before. I loved Jerome before and I should be faithful in him. He is my boyfriend then anyway. Christian has been my best friend when Jerome and I’s relation isn’t stable. Christian told me that he likes me and also, he simply told me that he loves me. He can’t deny that before but I have a boyfriend, I loved him so I can’t choose him over Jerome. When Jerome found out about Christian, he told me to stay away from Christian because he’s a threat to our relationship. I followed Jerome because I loved him and I knew that it was just a challenge in our relationship before. When Christian and I had the chance to talk, I told him that I’m happy when he’s there and he’s very special in my heart but Jerome is my boyfriend. Daydreaming, it’s so the same, right?
In the middle of the movie, I felt that Christian is so cold, I told him about it and he asked me to hold his hand. My heart beats faster and faster and I released my hand from his. It was the happiest thing happened that very day. Actually, being just beside him that time makes my heart jump. There are still many sweet moments that had happened to me and Christian. He looks at me happily and teases me sweetly. He gave me his Cross earrings and whenever I feel it, I feel like he loves me somehow but I can’t expect and hope even a bit that it’s true. Then, the day ends."
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