"On the first school day for this week, I started my day doing my home works before preparing for school. Last night, Llorin called me again. She updated me that this girl named Tina visited Christian again. I was just like OMG! so there you go again. Due to advices of Llorin that Christian just making fun and abusing my feelings for him, I became firmer to accept the fact that we’re really not meant to be. I can’t help but still like him but he can never take advantage of me once more. If he thinks that I’ll always be there for him even he has another girl, I’ll prove he is just so wrong!!
Anyway, I met a new guy named Daryl. I’m starting to like things about him but I’m not so sure if I’ll be attracted with his looks. Well, I just want to be honest with myself. I know I don’t look that good but I can’t be with someone I don’t really like again. We’re actually meeting later around 8pm at Gateway. He is 5’10”, loves painting, cooking, playing badminton, an environmental scientist, a Christian, respectful, and a very, very kind man. He’s really an ideal man for me. (To tell you, he is freaking NEVERMIND!!!)
I hope he’s the man God has sent me and I hope I’ll be able to forget about my feelings for Christian because of him. Well, that’s all for now. Got to go back with the things I need to do."
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