"It was a great brand new day for me. I woke up smiling and thinking about what yesterday had brought me to be as happy as I am now. We had a real talk. It was real splendid and blissful. I came in our class earlier than expected. After the prayer meeting, I go upstairs then I saw Christian alone. I bravely check on him. It is in my plan to ask him about this girl Tina. There we started. I was so shocked to know that this girl is just a fling. And OMG, it’s not an ordinary fling that I used to know. Something extraordinary has been going on with them. Something happened. It’s not only once. It’s not only one girl. There also had been other girls before with the same situation. I refuse him to elaborate it any longer because I really can’t take it to hear any words about such things from him. I am hurt as his best friend. I never imagined that he would be doing such very indecent activities. Afterwards, I was so stunned and my mind flew. It took a long time for me to absorb what we really talked about and to find the right reactions to fit in with what I have known.
I almost promised that his secrets are safe with me but I can’t keep it in myself any longer and I feel so sorry to myself because of this. I told Monic about everything. She comforted and also reacted same way that I do. I feel relieved though knowing that she’s there for me. My shocked, embarrassed feelings turned into a calm and mindful spirit. I think about how I could be a help to him and how to act the role as his best friend. I also feel overwhelmed with happiness because he trusted me once again with his thoughts and his stories. Being his best friend, that’s my only role in his life and no more than that. Maybe, this story is near to an end. I’m afraid but every story has an end and this one has too."
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