"Whew! Though I’m damn so sleepy but I want to share with you the overwhelming things that happened these past six days. Okay, so I’ll start with my first day. It’s actually real silly. In my last confession, I was just losing hope to stay for Christian. We’re classmates. I felt the feeling again I had when we were just starting to be just ‘friends’. His stares and the way he glance at me that make me high on him.
Okay. He’s been real sweet with me again and I can’t really understand why he keeps on treating me again that way. But he never said a thing about what I texted him. Silly! I don’t know what’s exactly happening in my world but I can’t deny that I am happy.
One day before next school day, I had texted with Llorin and I found out that Christian’s dating a new girl. I was really so shocked and hurt. Before that, I was preparing Graham Banana Cream Pie to make it up with him but when I found out about this new girl, I broke down my knees and almost cried. I thought of AJ. I promised him before to bring him Graham but I wasn’t able to, so I planned to give it to him anyway than to give it to freaking Christian. Arghhh!!
Can you relate to what I can feel right now? He let my feelings gone stronger for him though he has been dating another girl. Okay, I knew it. I’m stupid! But for just at least I hope he has something to say even just a word about all these things but he never did. I decided firmly to move on and not think about him anymore. I simply texted him one last text and here it goes, “.ok, I knew it. :) di nako manggugulo.gudnyt.”
On the next day, I arrived on school around 12:00pm. AJ wasn’t ready to talk with me yet. I was surprised again when Christian approached me and kept asking what I knew when I texted him that way. He’s really confusing me for making me feel he cares about it. And I hate it but I just can’t help but laugh with him every time he flashes his smiles! But I can’t trust him anymore with my feelings. Suddenly, I had a very quick decision and give him the graham I made which is actually really for him. A lot of things have happened all of a sudden. He liked the Graham and I don’t know. I hate it, really.
After our class, we prefer to go to SM, play Arcades and sing at Videoke house. That’s it. Bonding, laughter and happiness we had shared as a section were all there. Well, this is how I can only tell you stories. I’d like to move on already over him. I’m still confused."
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